Hey peoples!
Long time no talk. Sorry about that, LOTS of drama including my mom and the start of a new school year.
Anyways, remember when I told you about that boyfriend? Yeah, well, that's over. I didn't see us working out in the long run so I just told him we should split. Most awkward break up ever in my opinion.
Even worse. After that I decided to text my ex because I realized I miss him. He told me he might date someone else. "I also might start dating someone else, so just a fair warning." I wasn't very honest about my feelings on my instagram, so I decided I'll just be honest here. 
After he told me that I kind of came to the realization that we might not ever date again. Then I feel like if we do, he won't actually want to be with me. As if he'll fake being happy. Which makes me really really upset..like, he's everything I've ever wanted and it's sad I couldn't realize that beforehand. I just wish he really knew how much I care and I would do anything to get him back. I pretty much have, I'm single again and I don't really talk to the old guys I used to anymore. I legit sound like the typical crazy girlfriend with how much I'm talking about this. I hate that about myself but...whatever.

Bai. >3<