Oi.
So it's been a while hasn't it? Whoops.¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Sorry about that. I honestly have better things to do with my life. LMAO
Recently I've been caught up in,

-Sims 4
-Tumblr
-Musical.ly
-My boyfriend

I know, I know it's a lame excuse but it is what it is. 

Anyways, feel free to message me on my ask.fm I guess. I check that as often as I can.

Seeing as I have nothing else to say, Ima hop off. 

See yuh. ~

Hey peoples!
So I'm on Skype with my friend and I was just thinking randomly how I can't wait to be married. Like, I just want someone that will always think I'm attractive no matter what. Someone who will always be happy to have me. Look at me whenever and think, "Damn. That sexy ass woman is mine." Someone who just makes me feel good. I just want to be looked at as attractive. I wish I could explain it better. I always look at other girls and I'm really jealous. 
Oh well. I can never explain what I mean. :/

Bai. >3<

Hey peoples!
Long time no talk. Sorry about that, LOTS of drama including my mom and the start of a new school year.
Anyways, remember when I told you about that boyfriend? Yeah, well, that's over. I didn't see us working out in the long run so I just told him we should split. Most awkward break up ever in my opinion.
Even worse. After that I decided to text my ex because I realized I miss him. He told me he might date someone else. "I also might start dating someone else, so just a fair warning." I wasn't very honest about my feelings on my instagram, so I decided I'll just be honest here. 
After he told me that I kind of came to the realization that we might not ever date again. Then I feel like if we do, he won't actually want to be with me. As if he'll fake being happy. Which makes me really really upset..like, he's everything I've ever wanted and it's sad I couldn't realize that beforehand. I just wish he really knew how much I care and I would do anything to get him back. I pretty much have, I'm single again and I don't really talk to the old guys I used to anymore. I legit sound like the typical crazy girlfriend with how much I'm talking about this. I hate that about myself but...whatever.

Bai. >3<